Today marks the one year mark of when Justin and I were told that our pregnancy would not end in a baby. I was reading back over my blog I wrote after the miscarriage and cried with how I remember feeling that week and the weeks after. Wow, that was a rough time. I can almost remember every thought and feeling that passed through me that day.
But as I sit here thinking about the baby we lost, I'm so thankful for the healthy little guy I'm carrying today. While I still hurt and mourn the loss of the little baby we lost, I can look to the future with a greater happiness than I thought possible at the time of the miscarriage. Gage must know I'm hurting a little about it because he's letting me know for sure he's there! His kicks (and boy have they been fun and powerful the past couple of days!) reassure me more and more of how wonderful this life will be. Knowing in 4 and a half weeks (one month from tomorrow to be exact!) that I will have him in my arms makes me so incredibly happy.
I didn't want this blog to be sad, but just wanted to take another time-out to remember the little life we lost back in December of 2011. Still think of that sweet baby daily.
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