Having a difficult day

So this blog is supposed to be about my journey with infertility...well guess what? Infertility sucks! It truly sucks. I've been making such an effort to not let it get to me the past couple of weeks. Ethan turned 6 yesterday though, wow. My baby is 6. I always thought at this point in life, he would be playing with a little brother or little sister by now. And he's not. It's just been a really hard thing to come to terms with. So I just needed to vent a little bit. Here's hoping there is some sort of good news to share soon. Counting down the days to my RE appointment in November...